this morning was banana oats with blueberries, passion fruit and chopped pecans😊 Not going to school today as I have to go to camhs later then after that have a meeting at school to discuss my timetable/progress etc😁
Day four! So far I've collected 70,70&80 points. I failed at drinking more than two litres of water the first two days.
My self confidence is so low right now.. I really just need to go to bed but I can't. I'm so sick of everything I'm doing to myself.. Three months ago I was healthy. Happy even. I wasnt worried about my weight but then summer. I hate summer. I'd rather be drowning in sweaters and jeans then wear shorts. I can't look in the mirror anymore. I just want to die. I'm so done. I don't know guys.. I'm just done right now. I'm gonna go sleep because its as close to death as I can get right now. I love y'all.