So someone gave me these roses last night at work. An I don't know what to do. There's Kyle. He's been there for a year and seven months. He was there through my depression. He was there through my self harm stage. No matter what it was he was always there for me. I truly love Kyle and nothing can change that. There's always been something about him that my heart can't let go. He always knew how to make me smile. He always knew how to cheer me up. He always knew how to make me laugh. He always showed me he loved and cared about me. He is the main reason I'm the person I am today. And no matter how he feels, he's always going to be my best friend, my lover and my everything. Then there's Michael. I've been talking to him for four months, and he's so fun to talk to. He's everything I could want in a guy. He's sweet, amazing and he funny. We have so many things in common one if the big things is bands. We both love Sleeping With Sirens, All Time Low, Black Veil Brides and Pierce The Veil. Even though we don't talk that much anymore I still get excited when I get a message from him...A huge grin is on my face my heart beats really fast and I get butterflies. These feelings are very strong and I haven't felt like this in a long time. The only problem is that I'm shy to tell him that I like him. And I don't know if he feels the same way as me. But then there's the guy that gave me the roses. I've only been talking to him for a week or two and he already likes me. It just feels like he's really clingy. And we don't really have anything in common but Disney movies. I just don't know what to do. I wanna give the guy a chance it just doesn't feel right because of Michael. Then things don't feel right because sadly I'm still in love with Kyle. I just don't know what to do 😭💔.
I can't believe I'm fucking doing this so I temporarily blocked my bf and my friends so they wouldn't see this bc I really need help and don't know where to turn. I feel stupid about this but the tears won't stop coming out. I went on fb today after almost a year of not going on (went on for work reasons) & long story short I stumbled upon my bfs mom fb... I started scrolling through some of her pics and a person's name who liked her pic caught my attention. .. it's my bfs ex gf. Background story... He and I have been on & off for years and whenever we are off he dates her... my bfs mom has sworn up & down that she loves me for her son but seeing her be friends on fb with his ex crushes me bc I feel we have had a wonderful bond for the last 10 years (yes it's been that long we've been on & off) she knows how insecure I am regarding that girl. I don't know if I should tell her something or not?!? I honestly feel like I was punched in my stomach I feel please please comment on what you think I should do
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Amgre? Like, seriously? What kind of name is that? I am not sure if Starbucks staff knows how to spell people's names right, but i am pretty sure they do that on purpose! 😖
This is the weirdest thing i've ever done in my life so far...i just followed each and every guy on the pics first thing in the morning..now im asking why i did that.. made with @user ♫ Music: Like That should i take the chance to attend the cosmo bachelor's party??