I had a dream last night and I believe you were in it... But I couldn't see your face. Dawn awoke as it does every morning without an excuse not to. I smelled Huevos Rancheros. The dew in the air, you know that morning mist?... But it's a bit different in NY...Not like Cali... The day sped up pretty fast, because I quickly noticed a lot of teens with back packs.. Then night drew near... This place isn't meant to be seen at night though... The true beauty in El Barrio is not when the sun runs away from the streets... Sometimes there's exceptions. I saw beautiful woman's body. Long hair.I saw beautiful woman's body. Long hair. The reason why I said I thought i saw you, was because I had a feeling. She was wearing the same exact clothes you wore in the picture of you in Oakland. Black shirt, jeans and boots, she didn't have a purse... Except she did have a red braclet on her right hand.. A piece of black thread hung from it... She looked carefree, free... But at the same time she looked worried... I asked her "Are You ok?", but nothing was said back when she walked away... But everytime I would walk down another block, she was there... The same body movements, the way she was quick to leave. It made her look nervous... But her hair was so long, dark, she was free.. I kept asking and then since she would show up on every street I'd turn on, I tried to approach her. The last time I walked up to her, I slowly moved close and then I said "Yesenia is that you?". As soon as I said your name the the girl turns her head.. I see my daughters face, she is shaking me saying " papa, daddy I want papa...I'm hungry" . I didn't see the woman's face in my dream, I was woke up before I could... @zenya_fantasy @zenya_fantasy @zenya_fantasy
All the power in the universe is already ours. It is we who have out our hands before our eyes and cry that it is dark.
Yes time get rough and crazy and stressful, but the only thing to do when times are hard is to make them pass and don't just sit there and cry about ( its ok to cry and let it all out but just get back and start all over) the funny things about life is like people life has an ugly side and a beautiful side. It's also important to have loving and caring friend and family by your side in your time of need. Good night everybody !