I wish I could just put myself into an endless slumber full of sweet dream of fantasy instead of this nightmare of a reality
These psychiatrists are so fucking shit. What do you have to do to get help? Bullshit MH nurse comes round and starts on about relaxation CDs and attending a well women's meeting to boost my confidence! Confidence isn't the bane of my issues! Are you retarded? My 3rd failed suicide attempt went unnoticed apparently and the nurse on the phone to Johnny even had the nerve to tell him that she doesn't think I'm a "big problem"...so I freaked and raged and smashed loads of stuff and ran out of the house and she took great pleasure in threatening to call the police. Fucking CALL THEM they'll probably be more help. And I fucked up the relaxation CD too. Take your bullshit ignorance and pretending to know me and f u c k o f f
I got out at 5:15 and its 6:00. I'm pretty sure I will never see my mother again,so.... how is everybody elses day going?
yeah I don't really like this one either. I just... I'm stressing out right now with finals this coming week, how I have a B in science and ugh life is sucking right now. so I'm sorry I'm sucking at writing.